itz been 4yrs since i started 2 live by myself,live abroad,live in sum places i dunt belong 2,itz damn cold out here...can't c no light at de end of da ternal,ain't gettin' no help from nobody,things r gettin' gloomy...
lonliness is tragical n i gotta say itz killin' me. i cant remember when i started lookin' 4 sumone,lookin' 4 sumone dat can change dis a bit,warm my heart a bit,cheer me up a bit,color my life a bit n make me feel my existence instead of like bein' invisible 2 de others. i just want sumbody can share my joy when i m happy,gimmi a hand when i fall,kiss me in da mornin'........
but as time past, i m gettin' confused,coz there ain't nobody showin' up who we can speak 2 each other's heart, n even ain't nobody who wants 2 find out more about me...i suck? or wut? i really got no idea, how come now days ppl r actin' so werid,how come a relationship comes so complicated,like so much depends on posh cars,money,clothes,everythin' wrappin' outside....is dat da reason y i ain't hafin' no gf~?!
i m not a good lookin' guy, n i got nothin' atractive wrappin' me up, but i do believe therez sumone outthere dat would come into my world,n lead me outta da dark~~