有人話個新既一年係新既開始~
我在1月1日那天有了新的開始但卻在1月2日得到事情的終結~諗返起真係好似發左"長"夢咁~
還記得22/12和你第一次見面~(個日我底成日比人話我底兩個好襯,因為我底兩個性格很"格",常常有說有笑,而且你對我做既野比人既感覺就好似我地係拍緊拖,你又成日同我講佢以前既野~)返到屋企發覺自己好排住你27/12我點都唔信自己鐘意左你但和你第二次見面時我真係發覺自己喜歡了你~(那日和他去了黃埔的嘉年華~)跟著我地行去海旁途中,你發現我隻手上面既刀痕~你好溫柔咁問我竟解要介手,我話我唔開心,你叫我唔好再諗忘記左佢,跟住我扮晒想喊緊,係即刻同我講借個膊頭比我,其實我唔係想喊架哦一刻我好開心,跟住我地行去海旁有個阿嬸問你買唔買花比女朋友,你既反應好大即刻朋友黎架~其實我個時好唔開心架~(其實係你地話去海旁個陣我已經諗有冇人叫買花架啦~)不過唔知點解當我同你係埋一齊個時~你同我講從來都未試過有女仔陪撓住我隻手行海旁架~跟住我咪同你講咁撓你囉~當時你個表情係好開心架~個時比人既感覺好似我地係拍緊拖~不過唔知點解你行行下突然鬆開我隻手你同我講如果比我DFD見到我撓住條女就慘~我個時真係好唔開心..好唔開心...當我聽到你話走過時我真係好唔想你走跟住我同你講攬攬先啦~跟住你真係攬住我~(我冇同你講我係第一次比男仔攬)30/12發覺自己真係好掛住你~我竟然走去亂食藥,跟住之後訓左~醒左之後阿冰打比我,我同佢講我好似鐘意左你~跟住ANTHONY打左比你同你講~不過你好似好想拉去第二面~我好記得~你講左一句我驚佢怯~我好記得個晚你打左個電話比我~之前我諗過你會打比我所以我冇關電話~你問我我到底鐘意你D咩~我話鐘意咪鐘意囉冇得解~你又話我成日都唔笑好似烘熡麵包咁~我同你傾得好開心大約傾左半個鐘跟住你問我聽日係咪一齊落BARr倒數~但我話我約左我d fd,你叫我行過佐敦就落去搵你~你話想見下我~31/12晚最終我都係冇同你一齊落BAR~到了差唔多10點唔知竟解好想打比你,於是我打左比你~我同你講我地一齊倒數呀~你好開心同我講話好~~11:59am我打電話比你同你一齊倒數~我仲記得你同我左句HAPPY NEW YEAR~跟住你同我講係有野想同我講~我個時個心條得好快~你話你唔想拍拖住~你同我講我唔係唔鐘意你~只不過仲未忘記之前哦個~唔知竟解我竟然同你講竟解你叫我忘記之前哦個竟解你又唔得呀~你同我講你就係咁~跟住你同我講~比D時間我~你真係鐘意我既你會等我~我話會~你叫我唔好喊~我話冇~其實個時我又少少想喊架~我又少少想放棄31/1清晨4:30個時我係銅鑼灣唔知點解我好想打電話比你~不過我怕煩住你~所以我打133.不過當我聽到你把聲你問我係邊個我答阿燕呀~你好開心同我講我係阿SO呀~我知你個時已經飲左好多酒~唔知竟解我個時有好嬲~我好似嬲係飲咁多酒跟住你問我係邊~我話我係銅鑼灣~你叫我過黎尖沙咀搵你~我話好~你同我講你過到黎打比我,我黎接你(個時我真係好開心)我真係好想快D見到你~我記得係我黎緊個時你打左好多次電話比我~我記得有一次我同你講你仲飲緊呀~跟住你同我講飲埋呢支唔飲,跟住我搭緊地鐵個時你打比我係佐敦B出口唔係尖沙咀(唔知係他講錯定係我聽錯我將B聽成D當我去到D出口個時我見唔到你~跟住你打比我仲嘜咁耐我話我黎緊~我即刻跑返去B出口個邊~我離遠見到你一直係個鐵欄到等我望住睇下我幾時出現跟住我慢慢行過黎你見到我~你好似好驚奇咁可能我著裙啦~我行過黎~你攤盟隻手好似想攬住我咁~我行到你身邊~你同我講你頂唔住~叫我撓住你~我仲記得你開我有冇煙我話有~跟住你話唔洗你有~我好記得你連火機都拎唔穩跌左,跟住我就係咁撓住你行左去A出口,你一路行一路講你真係好鐘意你以前個女朋友,我個時真係好唔開心,我仲諗竟解你要同我講,我唔想聽到呢d野,你話你dfd叫你接受我,你仲同我講竟解有個對我咁好都仲要等佢,我一直都係低下頭,之後行左過馬路,你叫我咁夜唔好返屋企訓,我阿媽見到你一定好開心,我個時真係呆左係到,而且我好悠疑,你去過黎捉住我對手,嘍住同我講我地一齊呀~其實我一直都好鐘意你,唔知竟解我好唔相信,我仲同佢講你飲醉啦~你捉住我同我講我冇醉我仲清醒到可以行返去愛民村,我一直都係垂底個頭一句聲都冇出,你見我咁你竟然鍚左塊臉,我個時其實係有少少嚇左一跳,而且我覺得自己塊面好熱,不過我都係一直垂下頭,因為我知我自己很喜歡他.....但原來係一個夢...........