贊助網站
2003年05月08日
To be honest...
I juz realize that my character become so uncatchable recently....
I could be Sweeeeet...Could be childish.......Could be soooo nice n kind..... could also be Naive sometimes...
however,
I could also be Cruel, Soo "Inch"..Selfish...Naughty n cold blooded....><
I look tough and cheerful most da time..... but my heart bleeds under my trembling face......
I enjoy looking tough and happy...most da ppl can't even imagine me crying n losing my temper.... as I seldom do........

god...I am so confuse ar............ how m I really like deep inside?
I know......... I am someone who is juz as naive and as optimistic as a little gal..... juz an ordinary little gal who needs everyone loves and cares...... that's really is........ that really is how I am like...........
I hate explaining myself to the others all the time.... they should understand me if they watch carefully...
I hate that....I can't always take off my "mask" n let them see throught my bleeding heart.........
they SHOULD know......... I can't really do that....rite?!
that really hurts.........
if they dun understand... nth more I am gonna say.... juz let them believe in wt they think of how I really am.... Or...they juz can't be bother understanding the others but themselves.....
ha!
I can easily see people through... n understand them..........
however, Itz very rare if ppl could see me through and touches my heart........
Itz usually me who makes the first move n crush into ppl's heart........
but....no....... Itz always me who is being motivate......not the otherz.............
dun u know that I could get so tied sometimes?!
I really do.......

Sometimes, We enjoy acting in the way that ppl EXPECT us to....
so, where has our real side gone then?!
dun lost it......
save it n show that to the one who u really love~

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


於03年5月發佈



其他文章共 19 篇

短篇故事:2篇, 隨筆:15篇, 公開書信:2篇

最新公開文章 :     YrLostAngel: 暫別愛戀 1/6/03 (03年6月)
    Wana b my bf?!ha~let c... (03年6月)
    愛是呵護不是傷害 (03年6月)
    What is yr most desire?! (03年5月)
    Men Luv2 be in control (03年5月)
    Men Luv2 be in control (03年5月)
    愛人的眼 (03年5月)
    What is LoVe?! (03年5月)
    完整 (03年5月)
    Luv Btw Fish & Water (03年5月)
    Best Match ever.. (03年5月)
    HereZ Hell!! (03年5月)
    Love is.. (03年5月)
    My CHildhood... (03年5月)
    self-destructive person?! (03年5月)
    TO MY 老公!!!=^^= (03年5月)
    TO ALL THE BOYZZZZZ (03年5月)
    Losing myself... (03年5月)
    Wherez my truth-self? (03年5月)



~☆墮落.守護天使☆~ 只跟部份人分享這資訊。


Pixel Cafe
包場開生日派對? 搞謝師宴? 公司活動? 舊同學聚會? 聖誕派對?