Let me tell u a little secret of mine la…

Regarding to my childhood…. I was the one who always being rejected and excluded… I was too little to know why this always happen to me at tat time… things seem to be so dramatically difficult for me… I am so insecure and coz of that… I try my best to drag somebody all da time… I love to stick with my friend helplessly every single seconds… this is why I was not popular in the group…. I hav been too co-dependent la… ppl started to find me annoying soon or later…><
That is pretty sad…. The bloody same thing happened both in friendships and love life… and THESE did upset me tremendously!-_-“
Regarding to my past, this had been a nightmare to me ever since… I try my best to treat everybody so good that to make myself popular in the group…..To fulfill the emptiness due to my childhood…..