A sleepless night again, I don't know why, just thinking and thinking in these few hours, may be I know what makes me sleepness,but I'm not sure whether it is the truth or not .I was almost fallen asleep when I was attending my evening lecture, because Mr. Lam ddin't speak up so that I need to pay full attention to his words in almost three hours. After that I went to having my late dinner as usual in Monday night, then I went back my home about 11p.m..

But things began to be different form my own normal days, I was began to thinking about someone, I forced myself to stop thinking, stop thinking and stop thinking, I fail to do so, still thinking of her, what can I do? I got some sparks now for writing this passage. I wondered that am I fallen in love, may be just myself only, but not both of us.

It is crystal clear that she is not attractive for most boys, she's just a normal girl that we can found one in the street easily, but she is a friendly and talkative girl, most guys can communicate with her without difficulties, even for a passive boy like me. I met her just a few times only in the basketball court, she just watching us playing but she dosen't participate in our games. Last Thursday evening was the time that we talking each other,and celebrating a friend's birthday in Saturday night, I caught her eye contact for a few seconds. I behave different since the "electric shock", may be she appears in a wrong time for me, up to this moment, I just want to save myself from the trough of my life.

I'm still concious about my love, I know I got some feelings in my soul, I have feeling on her, but not very severe like I can't live without her- not totally fallen into the river, may be time is the best witness for proving whether me to or not to diving in- the love river,it's really too fast this time, and without a definite reason.

How did I fall in love with you?