when someone you are really care about them, but they aren't. what is your feeling??

is it..........i'm bad luck?
or i'm not cute or i'm too straight? snob? or something else??

should i change myself or.........

should i give it up?

should i forget it?

there is too much should i

will i be a nice lovely kindly girl?
maybe not.............
i hate myself, i hate why i so selfish........i hate everything
i don't like anything. am i?

why i need study? for what? for future? i hate future!!

kid is more better that a adult.....
kid is don't need to thing anything, just need to play.

1234567..........piss off