依個幾星期同佢一2我都好開心.只要係佢身邊.冇晒所有野都得.但我今日要返屋企.佢送我返黎.未出門果時我好唔開心.我唔想走.我話畀自己聽.一定要忍住.唔可以喊.但到佢返屋企拎野果時我終於忍唔住喊左出黎.係咪好冇用呢??凡覺得唔知仲有冇機會返黎佢度.我知佢知我喊.但佢冇講野.可能我走佢會開心d冇人再煩佢嘞......
上左車之後我同佢傾計.佢話我成日去男仔度過夜.同左佢一2之後我跟本就冇.但佢唔信我.仲差d嗌交tim....上到我屋企.佢就好似我男朋友咁同我老豆傾計.我老豆一路以為佢係我條仔.但佢冇否認.我有d開心.但世事既野唔係你諗得咁好......
10點幾.我送佢去搭車.開頭冇乜野.但當我問佢係fd定咩果時佢竟然答fd....我個心當場碎晒.我好想喊.但我同自己講.你一定要忍.唔可以衰畀佢睇.我做到好似冇野咁.但佢知唔知我諗乜呀??一路行返屋企我一路喊.眼都腫晒.
返到屋企.我瘃到好似冇野咁打畀佢.同佢講我冇野.做fd咪做fd囉.但係我屋企人面前就一定要話係我條仔.佢肯.我好開心.真係好開心.但現實唔係咁.我係佢面前就好似冇野咁.但收左線之後我又喊.喊得仲勁.點解我要咁同佢講.係因為我唔想佢煩.唔想佢唔開心.我情願自己唔開心都唔想佢為我而煩.而家....自己一個.冇佢係格離又訓唔著.又唔知佢做緊乜.好擔心佢.我好煩呀.好唔知點.我跟本都唔知自己想點.唉~我諗喊完就冇事啩.自己一個真係好辛苦ga~我好掛住佢呀