I dont remember last time i write a note and why i write a note.
But right now, i just want to record everythings in my mind.

你經常都會覺得口渴，你希望可以找到水源解渴，我就是那個裝水的水瓶。
你在我身上可以尋找歡笑、快樂、友情、快感，一切一切。而我只一直只想尋找愛。
我追求笑、歡樂、刺激、快感、性，但我更追求被愛。比起這個，那些什麼都不是。

我是一個常常裝滿水的水瓶，水大家都可以喝，但水瓶的水從來無人裝過，有否想過水瓶的水從哪裡來?

I love everyone single one of you, but none of you love me. People tell me dont show your true expression to others, otherwise you will get hurt. I dont listen, i never did. I am wt i am and i am proud of it, I give true feelings very time, i Show true expression every time. i gave true of everything but i get true of nothing.
I never hold back wt i have.
I tried to be bad, but i never was.

I really dunno how much more times i can do this shit, roll back all over again. And play good guy everytime i meet somebody.

i told i hate crying, because i dont want to cry for some cheap thing. But i cant stop crying for myself.

I have many thing to tell you, but you doesnt even exist in my life.